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May
19
Okay, so last month posted that my biggest fear is suicide. Now I have a bigger one.

I’m afraid of myself…

If I was afraid of, say, spiders, I could just avoid spiders. But how do I avoid MYSELF? It’s always there. The constant fear.

Because… Well because I can’t tell if I’m real. I can’t trust myself. I’m afraid of myself commiting suicide. I’m afraid of my lack of self-control.

What is real, anyway?


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