August 2010
1 post
Hi.
I haven’t posted in forever.
No one reads it anyway.
I’m so boring!!
Whenever I read books about blogs people actually read eachothers blogs.
>.>
Maybe I should try some other blog sites.
Don’t worry I’m not abanoning this one :)
July 2010
3 posts
No one wins in war.
I miss him so much..
I was just watching the video my uncle made in memory of my dad.
It brings me to tears everytime.
And I want to cry.
Yet I’m so tired of crying.
I oddly enough, even though it makes me so sad, love the video of my dad. Because it reminds of me of him, and I’m so afraid to forget him.
I look at these pictures of him, and him with me and Alexander and Mom, and I feel so bad because...
CANADA DAY!!
Happy canada day everbody!
so Ive been doing pretty good lately. I know, its been forever. deal with it.
i love all of canada :)
from sea unto sea
true north strong and freee
May 2010
3 posts
Okay, so last month posted that my biggest fear is...
I’m afraid of myself…
If I was afraid of, say, spiders, I could just avoid spiders. But how do I avoid MYSELF? It’s always there. The constant fear.
Because… Well because I can’t tell if I’m real. I can’t trust myself. I’m afraid of myself commiting suicide. I’m afraid of my lack of self-control.
What is real, anyway?
“Friends forever…you know too much”
Like the new theme?
New site and title and everything. Learning to play.
Learning to play this weird thing called life :)
April 2010
5 posts
I realized just how easy it is..
It’s so easy to kill yourself.
To pop some pills.
To wield a knife.
To cut my wrist.
To jump.
It’s to easy. It’s something I could do in a matter of seconds. Something I don’t want to do. But that’s just right now. What about later?
What if I don’t stop myself when I’m angry, or sad, or something one day? What if I do it..
Suicide. My biggest...
reading a really cool new book...
The Black Magician Trilogy. They’re really good.
aipom:
I HATE HOMOSEXUALS
why?
...
You’ve seen my tears fall
But you’ve never seen me cry
I wish you knew
How much I want to die
And if you ever found out
And then asked me why
YOU’RE the reason YOU’RE the reason
That I want to die…
Computers.
They are becoming a lot less interesting now. Maybe it’s just because my book is so good.
March 2010
9 posts
I should make a limit on post for this blog. Once...
I'm eating gross east indian instant food. This...
The Blindside
i just watched it with my mom. it was very good :)
just a filler update post.
nothing to new.
i burned myself with a nail.
yeah tahts it.
bye!
“Don’t worry about 2012, the Jonas Brothers have been to the year 3000..”
– i hate the jb dont worry :)
Some huge thing is going on in my school..
With the new girl Sophia.
I don’t know if I wrote about her. She’s a bitch. She went out with Brandon, on the third day she arrived. Three weeks later she got ‘bored of him’ and dumped him. Pretty fucked up. Now everyone hates her, and Brandon, being a bit of a dumbass (even though she deserved it) posted a video on youtube about her being a bitch. Like a whole song that...
formspring me :) →
I'm ALIVE!
Just bored as fuck.
I’ve been on tumblr lots, just haven’t posted shit.
I made a formspring.
It’s at the top of my page with my playlist and title :).
Ask me a questionnnnnnn.
(idk how to post it as test yet.)
February 2010
7 posts
hey kidsss
basketball sucked!!
lost by 75.
and Edward (random friend of mine who9 is older then me)
got kicked out because my coach thought he was a pedophile! :(
like, my coach called him a pedophile. >:(
meanie.
:)
pcepce
love,
Sarah
Brandon's PM was 'Anyone have a gun?'
Sarahaha says (8:47 PM): if i did own a guN, what would you do with it? UnderClassHero says (8:47 PM): i need help sarah Sarahaha says (8:48 PM): ya. you do. can i in any way? UnderClassHero says (8:48 PM): how would you
Just Visualize when you watch this.. →
(617): So I went outside my house this morning...
(via tangledupinyou)
did you eat them?
Crying..
I’m doing ti right now. And I hate it. I feel so weak.
I really want to see my best friend. My ‘wife’. She moved and we promised we would stay in touch.
But my Mom said no to the sleepover we have been planning.
I know it’s lame that I’m so sad about this. But I love her. And we were so excited.
I just…
*sigh*
I miss her so much.
Love,
Sarah
You can love someone and completely dislike them...
Because love is a feeling.
Liking someone is a mindset, and opinion.
You don’t think ‘I’m going to love that person’, you FEEL it.
January 2010
43 posts
Suicidual Thoughtss...
I was having them today.
My Mom pisses me off.
But I’ve been given the life preserver and swam away from it. What now?
Watch me drown..
I feel like there is a brick wall in front me.
Like it’s always holding part of me back.
Maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe it’s holding back a part people don’t want to see.
What is teh definition of happiness exactly?
Welcome Edward
:D
(new follower if all you other followers are confused)
“It didn’t matter in the end how old they had been, or that they were girls, but...”
Creepy Teachers and Friends.
I hate getting mad at Brandon. But I have to stand up for what I think it right!
But I got mad at him. And it hurts. His party is tomorrow. I wonder if I should still go?
He said that I’m the reason he hates band. And that Chelsea despises me. That hurt. That made me mad in the first place. But…Ouch. :’(
My teacher called me over and asked if I was okay. Apparently I...
Watchjenifromtheblock:
Click watch to hear Michael Jackson’s beautiful voice speak to you. :)
you know you want to.
aww
Top 10 brain damaging habits.
funeral:
1. No breakfast People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration. 2. Overeating It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power. 3. Smoking It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease. 4. High sugar...
You know what...
You know what I’m afraid of if I tell someone about my cutcutdripdrip?
I’m afraid that there is no way they would be able to help me. What if there isn’t? Actually, I truly believe there isn’t.what could they possibly do to help me?
Welcome new follower!
Someone actually followed me. AND not just because I’m following them.
And I followed thier blog ^^
It is awesome. Even though there is only one post so far there… I love it…
So welcome!!
(Oh yeah, and welcome to Jessica, my other new follower, even though the only reason you’re following me is because we’re in the same class and we’re friends XD)
Just so you know..
I’m still alive.
I just have zip to post about. That’s interesting at least.